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         Help is the Colour Yellow

I began to become aware of the straggly-haired Grandfather.  I began to call to him:  "Grandfather whose bones are in me, help me!  Grandfather whose bones are mine, help me!  Grandfather, whose bones are my bones, help me!"  I became entirely aware of this grey-haired Grandfather, and with him came that pale yellow colour.  I saw my teacher's leather medicine bag which is also that colour.  It was as if the Grandfather was in the medicine bag.  I saw his face very clearly, long and angular with deep furrows, and I saw his greyness, he is the Ancient Grandfather. 

When I was completely helped by this Grandfather; and help is the colour yellow, as I say the word I see that colour; the Owl hooted outside.  This started a process in me and I became the Owl.  Yes, I became the Owl, there was a complete amalgamation of my psyche with it and I became it.  I flew as the Owl to the shoulder of the Ancient Grandfather, then to his hand where I picked up one of his thumb bones.  I felt that my mission was to fly all his bones into the darkness.  Eventually, after a long process, I asked the Grandfather to guide me. 

As he entered me fully through my front my solar plexus knotted up and I knew there would be some powerful activity.  The colour red flushed through, a complete surrender was required of my rational mind, and this I did.  I carefully cleared my mind and did not allow any self-generated images to dominate.  Eventually my meditative eye and my lower eye, the solar plexus, were open.  They looked upwards and an entirely new type of thing happened whereby the light beams from these two eyes crossed at a certain point way above my horizontal body, and where they crossed a diamond star was illuminated and it twinkled in the sky. 

I realized that my perception had changed and a new dimension had been added.  A pyramid-shaped crystal was now my perception tipped by this diamond star, and I was able to enter into this pyramid and be there.  Within the pyramid the throat centre was entirely clear and open, and that is how the Ancient Grandfather was able to come to me so strongly.  After a long time of moving together, after I had said prayers, he gave me one of his longest bones, the right upper leg bone.  This yellow bone lay in my body and I considered the function of this bone in the body, considered how it is the vertical strength of the leg, a weight bearing bone for the entire upper body, how it is stability and movement.  I learnt a lot from this bone. 

Then I saw myself as a young person and the Grandfather was teaching me.  We were standing in front of a lodge, the square door of which was made by three poles.  He said:  "Shall we go in?"  We stepped in.  The lodge was white inside and bore a likeness to the crystal pyramid.  In my hand I had a seed.  I pushed the two halves against each other and I heard the sound as the skin of this bean-shaped seed split.  I looked at the little comma shape of the sprout of the seed that was inside.  Putting the two halves back together, I planted this seed in the very centre of my Being.  I wondered whether that seed would grow after I had split it.  I had the understanding that the splitting of that seed was to show me that I am only half complete and that I must complete and be whole. 

After this insight I was lying in the recovery position not recovering when I realized that I was in a crystal body and not my physical body.  Something moved to the left above, it hit the crystal body and golden light came out like a puff of smoke, and somehow I got back into my own body and came fully back here. 

These are psychic states I am describing, and out in the travelling state sometimes the experience is painful.  At those times I may want to force myself back to normal consciousness but I know that would be foolhardy, and by doing it the least I would lose would be what I was trying to perceive.  When the pain happens I ask for help and stay with what I am doing.  Help is never long in coming. 

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